Saturday, July 30, 2005
I've been feeling the pits recently, today i was invited to go out, but I didn't feel like going. What's the point? Go there and show a black face? I am better isolating myself away from my friends for the fear of hurting them.
What's the point of going out just to spoil the moods of others? I am going to lose friends this way. Better that I just lock myself up at home aint it?
It rained heavily today. The sky seems to be mocking me. Or maybe I deserve all this. I am better home alone.
7:35 AM
