Friday, August 12, 2005
Today sucked, my mind was on school in fact I feel miserable, frustrated, uncomfortable and easily irritated. All for what? I feel something is missing in my life right now, all I want to do is sip a coconut drink, snuggle with a special someone in a hammock and falling asleep soaking up the sun under 2 coconut trees in an isolated hawailian island a hundred miles away from civilization with no worries.
But that will never meant to be.
I feel so tired and drained, devoid of any energy with no resolve nor drive and blurred goals in sight complicated with undefined objectives in my fuddled and clouded mind. I feel weak.
I went back to school to tie up a few loose ends. Did it even go well?
11:22 PM