Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Life AnalysisI think I finally understand something I took so long to ponder over. I finally understand myself completely! After these few days, going out with friends, acquaintances, analyzing my history, my past, the friends I have, the friends I used to have, my past, the things I loved, the times I hated, the memorable times, the people I've met, the people I would like to meet, the friends that I’ve lost. I’ve observed my friends, my interactions, their reactions, their actions, my family, everything that has happened in my life so far.
I read professional studies on human psychology, human thinking and interaction, interpersonal and intrapersonal interaction and communication. Read self-help books, personal accounts, studies, research articles, chicken-soup, experienced things that I would have preferred not to experience and learnt from that experience, I've learnt a lot during this few years of my life and have tried to understand every aspect of it.
Some of the conversations I had with my friends, if they were tests, I would have failed miserably. I may think that I am trying to make the person happy, but actually I am really irritating the person. I irrefutably go into ‘debate mode’ and everyone talking to me gets very tired and irritated, I finally understand why I am the way I am.
It is partially in my genes and in the way I was brought up and the environment I had grown up in. It has a lot of negativity to it, and I’ve searched for the answer for a long long long time. At least for 6 years now.
What is the meaning of life?
What is religion? Relationships? Friends? Work? Family? Believes? Ups and downs in life, obstacles, likes, dislikes, the events in your life that you would like to re-experience and the experiences in your life that you wished never happened. Work is not everything you know.
Now I completely understand my life, myself and what I have to do and what’s important to me now.
Not everything can be explained by science, more by philosophy. Believe in him, and everything is eventual.
What is the meaning of life? I've begun to understand my own. It's up to you to find out. How each person discovers their own meaning, will be very clear when they discover it. You are living your own life.
11:48 PM
