Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Someone today said I am a techie, and that's the best word I've ever heard to describe my technotrophic side of me so far other than "nerd or geek". Hear that all you infantile sinners who have discriminated me with such blatant names!
Ok, that was a more drug-charged side of me.
Actually I don't even know what I am doing here. However, the more I learn in science, the more I don't know and I realized that science cannot answer everything. I believe in the lord and you may argue about all the scientific crap about the supernatural existence of this sentient presence and what nots.
There are many things that humans are never meant to understand, whether you like it or not, science cannot explain it because it goes beyond the realm of human understanding, and the air that you breathe, the very magical forces of life and the meaning to life can never be truly explained.
It's not about your life, it's what you make of it and how you live it.
I am committing my project in the lord, maybe that's why it hasn't been going so well yet, it's because I've been running entirely on my own steam. Have faith in him and all things are eventual. We as humans are just a sentient, singular and are weak individuals. We do not have the power or strength to change the forces of this work.
And again today I wonder why I hurl myself out of the comforts of the air-conditioned room into the mercy of the afternoon blistering sun. But it was worth it.
I think.
7:42 AM
