Tuesday, July 24, 2007
In the day, my mood was generally okay, but gradually deteriorated and by noon I was downright unhappy, why? Maybe it's because of that incident over a text message. I don't know why I really feel like this, but I shouldn't be isn't it? Actually, how did it happen? Maybe because now that my friend has found a new companion, she seems ready to stub me.
Such a sudden change in reaction from a good friend was surprising at first, but now that I think back about it, maybe it's expected. What's with all these mixed emotions and signals that I am receiving? But seemingly overnight, our good relations in the green seems to have taken a tumble into the red.
It seems hard to maintain the friends, when one goes, another one that was lost before comes back, when that one goes, the other comes back. It's a complicated world that we have to manage on the personal front. I guess that's the natural progression of the social circle and that's life. Still am I supposed to feel better by penning this entry?
3:09 AM
