Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Turns out that I had to go for CES in the early morning, so I was quite pissed, I didn’t feel like going and I didn’t want to go, but F***ing colleague was incompetent and I have to end up covering his asshole for him when he screws up.
I heard that he fucked up yesterday by bringing the wrong equipment and because of that, the whole group couldn’t do anything for the first half of the day and BC wanted to punish him, yeah, serve him right! So now I have to go for CES.
But it was a smooth day, this time we were doing CES in the mounted role, everything was smooth, Cpt Ong came down for a look-see as well, but nothing much happened, after it all ended, I was completely in-charge of the cease-fire, and the V200 was a tight squeeze out of the CES dome, but it was a new experience even though I am an instructor, just that doing it for the first time was interesting. I bet the guys have never seen it done before as well.
The cease-fire was rushed, but in the end, everything ended smoothly and we all went back to camp.
Was I unhappy? Yes, maybe I was because I have a colleague who is F***ing stupid. Sometimes the things he really does is F***ing STUPID. I could tolerate him a little in AFS, but now in unit, he is one of my fellow immediate colleagues and he just doesn't F***ing use his brain, and I am quite unhappy that he is the one chosen to go to Wallaby instead of me, don't they choose who to go based on Merit? Are they telling me that he is BETTER THAN ME?
In What way is he F***ing Better than me?! He doesn't work half as hard as I do, isn't as fit as me or F***ing FIT at all, for F***, he can't even do 6 pull-ups! He's F***ing dumb shit, totally slow, totally intellectually challenged, doesn't have any academic accolades to even talk about, mediocre sub-standard 2 point GPA from Poly and just completely stupid, yet why is he getting more recognition than me?
Of course I am F***ing unhappy with colleague , a complete stupid dumbshit that I have to work with and I am completely ashamed to even acknowledge that he commissioned in the same batch as me. F***ing Dumbshit.
9:06 PM
