Sunday, September 30, 2007
This week had been a rough week, with another week to come, but I am just glad for this short-breather of a weekend.
I spent the day resting at home, listening to music, updating my long over-due diary and blog and just thinking about my bleak future.
Sometime this week, I was rudely awakened on one of the days from a bad dream, I had dreamt that two of my guys had become rebellious. That they are starting to challenge me and even speak back against me! And moreover, that that point of time, I was outnumbered whenever I try to correct them via disciplinary methods. Every time he answers back I want to just whack him, but I have got that ominous feeling that he'll crack up and attack back, sure, I'll ultimately win, but at what cost? My dignity? My respect? My self-control? Sigh...
2:47 AM
